Reading my prev.posts, I realized I write here mostly for my self.
Sept. was a nightmare month, going into what seemed like a non-stop pattern of migraines. The new Neurog.,who tried neurontin,which I got very sick on. I missed an appt. and am finally trying to see him next week if the monster co-operates. Anxiety is well on it's way to getting out of hand so will consult on what to do about that. I struggle with heightened sensitivity to just about any imput-noise, light, movement,motion etc. The migraines are ever present it seems. Botox is being pushed by the new neurog., but I suspect it more a revenue push for him as I would have to pay out of pocket, etc. and treatment is not approved for migr. and statistics for success are dismal. On a positive note, I guess, I got an appt. for hearing in Tampa for Dec. for disablity. I really pray and wish I would get healthy and not have to go down this road. I hate being disabled-I probably will need to get some couseling to deal with accepting how bad things have become. I do hold out hope to get back a more self-productive life, but for now musst learn to accept where I am at.
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